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[16 May 2008|03:38pm] |
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see ya later junior year.
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[15 May 2008|09:36pm] |
Sometimes I study.
Sometimes I don't.
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| new bites |
[15 May 2008|03:23pm] |
Err. what?
Nautical humor. Heh.
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| I dream of puppy. |
[15 May 2008|01:55pm] |
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So last night I had a dream that there was this delicious little puppy that needed a home. So I decided to scoop the wiggle-bomb up. He was so tiny and fell asleep a lot, right on your lap! He kind of looked like Luke, Matt's brothers dog (something like a yorkie), but he was a tan-ish color. Then I woke up and realized I had no puppies. Then I lit myself on fire and jumped out my second-story window.
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| omg |
[13 May 2008|11:09am] |
God really does love me after all.
I have been having a terrible few days. Yesterday was awful. I wrote a 2 or 3 page entry about how awful my day was, and decided to dump it because it was so damn negative. Everything was eating at me. Mother's day, work, school, the impending reality of adulthood, my fucking twitching eyelid. Everything. I almost cried yesterday at my stupid video class, this bitch...ugh. We had a lighting workshop at night instead of a normal class, and apparently we were supposed to bring our cameras, but SHE DIDN'T TELL US THIS and then did that awful condescending "well exactly what did you think we were going to be doing?" to make herself look like less of a dumbass for NOT TELLING US TO BRING OUR CAMERAS. We haven't brought our cameras to class all quarter, why would we arbitrarily decide to bring them that night?
So yeah, I wanted to hit someone. I went to the gym yesterday to vent, and EVERY MACHINE THAT I'VE EVER USED was taken. That has never happened before. I just went home in a huff. And, finally, this screenwriting class which I've been keeping on the farthest of the backburners is finally catching up to me. I have to finish a screenplay (which is looking like it's going to be at least 120 pages) by the end of the quarter, June 4th. I'm on page 28.
So, naturally, I'm freaking out about when these 92 pages are going to magically write themselves. I have to present some stuff tomorrow, and I wanted to get at least to page 50, but that just isn't happening. So my eyelid's twitching, my heart is racing, my fingers are flailing in surrender, and I am thisclose to giving it all up and hibernating for the rest of the quarter.
But then, a stream of merciful hope broke through my window.
I just got an e-mail from my screenwriting professor. He canceled tomorrow's class.
Every day I'm convinced there's some higher power flicking rubber bands at me in my sleep, you know? Fucking with me. I know giving power to "fate" or "God" or whatever is sort of a cop-out, but you don't really expect me to blame myself for all the shit that goes wrong in my life, do you? Whatever. I feel so much better right now.
Oh sweet, this means I can go to the gym tomorrow to make up for Monday too! AH TODAY IS TURNING OUT SO MUCH BETTER THAN YESTERDAY. I mean, yesterday was bad. I was even toeing that "Holy shit this is so not worth it I hate school I hate life what the fuck am I doing with myself" line of despair. But now I feel great.
Anyway, that's it. I graduate in a month and a day. Isn't that terrifying?
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| Off With Their Heads? |
[13 May 2008|02:34am] |
AND I'm done with the worst of it. The J-Lit paper went well. Ri-kun better eat it up and love it. Now I have two days of relaxation before my next and final two exams, which I'm not worried about. :D
New job training tomorrow!
Oy.
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| for your reading enjoyment, a very short story i wrote during two boring law classes |
[10 May 2008|09:38pm] |
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I'm not a writer nor feign to be one, I was just bored. I can't compete with Willy's epic collection of short stories anyway.
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[10 May 2008|02:19pm] |
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I'm dangerously lacking in motivation to finish this semester on a high note. One thing at a time... It's mostly this poli sci final and my j-lit paper that i'm dreading... speed up time, someone.
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| family matters. ugh. |
[10 May 2008|02:44am] |
i have ANOTHER goddamn cousin.
i swear, these last three will refer me as UNCLE alex, or i'll give 'em a good backhand until they show some respect.
at least this one has a cool name: evan.
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| help me |
[08 May 2008|11:09am] |
my eyelid keeps twitching
it won't stop :(
what do I do about this?
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| Time to call it quits |
[07 May 2008|10:16am] |
It's over for Hillary. And if I'M admitting this, it must be pretty certain. :( It's unfortunate, but oh well. Guess I need a Barack Obama sign now...
Not surprising news: Medvedev appointed Putin the PM ... read: puppetmaster.
Surprising, sad news: Talk Sex with Sue's Sue Johanson ending her show, will "miss playing with sex toys."
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| C'MON DEMZ |
[06 May 2008|04:33pm] |
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I would LOVE to see Hillary win the candidacy and then the presidency. Nevertheless, I would surely vote for Obama in the fall, if (and likely when) he's the candidate. Not voting or voting McCain is just petty. They're both much more qualified than that corpse reanimated by voodoo magic; don't be fucking stupid or we'll ALL lose come fall. I don't think this is the result of the continuing race, but rather people just fueling an incredibly simpleton rivalry in their minds.
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[04 May 2008|03:48pm] |
Lately I've been feeling socially retarded a lot more often than usual.
I need a dog.
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[04 May 2008|11:47am] |
- WHY HASN'T THE NEW CLAY AIKEN CD LEAKED YET?!
- there are no good video games coming out all summer
- i still have two weeks of class/finals
- i'm almost out of coffee again
- i miss ryan D:
+ i finished one final paper, so i really only have four classes left
+ i've secured one letter of recommendation
+ it's sunny out
+ i start my second job on the 16th
o I need to go to the mall or target at some point to get a black/white outfit
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